As the clock reads 12.03am my heart skips a bit
It’s yet another year, another journey, another experience
For the first time in years I feel a little different
Maybe it’s the geles I’ve been tying in the previous year
Or the business I started that has gained such traction
Or the relationships I lost or gained
I feel more aware of time’s passing
My heart feels fuller and emptier at the same time
My mind racing unsuccessfully to meet times expectations
All I can see is what I hadn’t gotten from my ’15 bucket list
My lips form prayers of gratitude my heart can’t disguise
Then Kari Jobe’s “Forever” floats to me from my phone
And instantly I realize what I have always known
He is alive and so I am!
I have overcome the grave and live free ‘cos He did
I’m more complete and secure today than yesterday because of Hallelujah
As the tear slips out so does the smile of gratitude
Then the overwhelming assurance of love and hope despite my list
Its time again to sing “Good Good Father” by Kally Heiligenthal
And go crazy in celebration to “Joy” by Planetshakers
And get on my stilettos to dance ’16 to an awesome finish
***12 faces of 2015








